2008年8月30日

New hair

Friday, watched Mama Mia, the movie, and went home keep watching TV till really late, woke up at 11 something on Saturday morning.

Thinking what to do for the weekend. Maybe another movie and a hair cut then.

Used to do things alone but still can not over come the alone-movie-watching.

Made the appointment for the hair cut, got several calls from work, complaining about each other that sort of things.

Driving car and dropped everyone off on the way.

Voila. New hair, fresh me, and nice Mike. Hehe

Mike blogged from E71

2008年8月29日

End of August

'Well, it's end of August.' That's the first wording I got this morning. And?

Exactly, that's what I said. Suddenly hit me of my COMTRACT thing. Oh yes, it is the date I was told about my premanent status.

As usual, it is a busy day. Hardly got the chance to ask, nor too busy in our depaetment to approach this issue. About lunch time, all the business seems to be a mean guy mocking us piling down out of the blue.

Sit down and a talk. Well as expected, 'seeing is believe.' even agent X always told us, 'I wanna believe.' So keep waiting to see the real thing then.

Busy and busy, no time to think. So many new product launching in Sept, so little time to release the necessary information, plus the last piece of knowledge just in. Planned to leave earlier after so much hard work, ends up leaving at six thirty.

Second thought, it is EARLIER compared to my normal working hour.

So end of Aug, and beginning of Sept. Instead of seeing it as a month end, preparing a new start. After all, life goes on, and you move on.

Mike blogged from E71

2008年8月28日

度小月

Can't remember when is last time I visited East district. Back in my time, oh no, I'm using the OLD people's term, this area is like my high school area.

I thought it'd be difficult to find a place to eat, yet just turn a corner into a non-main street ally. Voila! Packed with new and fancy restaurents.

Not that easy to find one, especial when you don't know what to eat. Of course, you know those chain dinner places. It is okay, bit expensive, but very easy and at least you know it is OKAY.

旦仔麵, well, it's like NEVER go wrong, isn't it? One 肉圓 to go with my noodle. Perfect!

The portion of the 'meat ball' is like bigger than you'd think of. Okay, maybe that can explain the PRICE. Just when you thought you understand something, the noodle is served, unbeleivible small, and nearly dry, considering you ordered a noodle soup.

Taste is alright. To sum up, traditional, fancy local place. Only the price is not that local.

Mike blogged from E71

2008年8月27日

LATE and dream

When you work like this late, well, not LATE late, but late enough for you to think whether you should have a quick bite before leave or just skip the meal and go home.

But we all know what will happen. You go home, takes about one hour, and then you feel straving even you know that it is too late to eat and bad for your digestion. Certainly it will help to put on more weight. YOU EAT ANYWAY.

It's the time when you wonder, huh, should I just take taxi home? But not late enough for you to claim company cost. You think over while waiting for the bus...

One trip costs X, and you probably work LATE like every DAY only! So, about 20 X every month. Deduct your salary, or calculating the share. You suddenly realise, Wow, that is where your salary goes every month.

No wonder you work so hard, but never really see anything in your bank account.

Then you start to plan, huh, if I save the money every month. Then, I will have 20 X extra every month, then I will have 240 X a year! That sure is something compared to what I made every month!

So you started to plan how to EFFICIENTLY use this money. So much of a modern, intelligent collar level!

Before you knew it, you are a billionaire in your plan, and you missed your bus! Then it is raining now.

Mike blogged from E71

2008年8月26日

Testing Mobile Blog

Read an article about writing blog by senging email from your mobile. Which is quite exciting for me as i always have this and that to chat about but yet not finding comfortable enough just pouring everyting on to someone.

This could be a new chance for me to write more and to share more.

Mike blogged from E71

2008年8月24日

好久不見

It's been a while since I last updated my blog.

Almost a year has passed by, and so many has happened in me and in my friends.
Well to name a few, I changed my job from Nippon Interier to France Fashion.
Couple friends broke up with their the other halves, and some got back together.
Some friends are going to be engaged!! (Congratulations!!)
Some are getting C country's working visa! (Finally and congratulations too!)
Some are persisting gettomg their PR whatever it costs.

Well, lifes are full of good and bad.
I'm still stucking in my visa issues and due to the first one, it's like a snow ball.
Just can't stop getting bigger.

Feel so happy for my friends wherever you are about moving forward to next step of your lives, and feel very positive for my friends wherever you are stuck in-betweens.

I remembered when I was a kid, always picturing if I grew up, there were so much I couldn't do when I was kid. Now, I cheriched the child still within me but couldn't stop teasing that child, how silly you were and how it's not possible to do whatever you want no matter how old you are.

When reality faces fatansy, sometimes, it might comflict a wonderful spark and creat an amazing result. But most of of the time, either you are forced to give up your dream, or you give in to your reality.

When I looked back to when I first started this blog, I can't stop wondering, what would have I planning for me and what have I become now? How many times I faces my dream vs. reality? and how many times exactly I have given in or out to which?

I have started praying since I was in the military. Not that I'm a stronger believer, yet when you feel helpless and so desparate, your mind needs a place to rest, to rely on. So I pray, to my ancestors, to the God, to Gods, to Buddad, to spirits. I'm not sure whether it works, cause it's never been my purpose when I prayed.

It reminds me of a movie I watched the other day, it said: if you pray for courage, do you think God will just give you courage or give you a chance to learn and gain courage? if you pray for happily ever together, do you think God will just give it to you or do you think God will give you a chance how to gain that and cherish after?

Then, I started again to review what I've been praying for. Have I gotten my chance? or have I just missed it without realising it? Life is full of choices, it's all about balancing and making the choice at the right time. Yet, I'm more curious of what would you do when you made the wrong choise at the wrong time? How do you mend that? or how do you compensate those?

Do we really always, ALWAYS get a second chance? I wonder...

One year, two jobs, and three years passed, getting over my home sick of London. Missing the time with the old friends, and missing the time of watching Friends with friends. I can still SEE the streets of London in front of me. It must have been changed so much, but still sto vivid in front of me. I could still feel the brick of the corner, and the traffic of the road.

Tonight, once again, I pray, pray for my friends, my family, for what I've done, pray. for what I'm doing, and for what I will do. Praying for if I had the chance, I would have seized it and made it right. Praying for if I could fly high, I could spread my wings and fly higher.

This is the night, I pray with hope that everything and everyone is okay.

2007年10月28日

密封罐

扣環 緊
繃至滿物似地漲

不見五指
理不清 打不開

不適 輾轉

無限空間 密封

空無一物 漲悶

保存 自我
釋放 自我

疑問
罐中 罐外
有罐 無罐

已上扣 怎麼存
打不開 怎麼釋

不見一切 唯 密封罐

2007年10月6日

十六年

一場不經意的巧遇
我們坐了下來
一起用餐
相對而望
這多年來的空白與曾經擁有的
似乎有說不完卻又不知從何說起的畏縮

害怕的是
話不說,下一次的相逢,又會是另一個十六年?
擔心的是
話一說,時間有這麼長,夠我們一直相談嗎?

你說 有件事很急 要馬上去辦
我說 那下次有機會再聊吧
你說 留下來等我吧

匆忙走得你 被我叫住
傘帶著吧?
你說 留下來一起陪我

清晨的豪雨驚醒我
在夢中沒有拿傘的人

才發現
這些年來的流浪 這些年來的尋覓
我當年早已擁有

彷如當年的第一次約
我過站而不自知
走了好大一圈再回到原點時
才發現原來就是我剛開始的地方
當時的你 等了我好久 也擔心了好久

而這次十六年這一圈
你忘了拿傘
我忘了給你

2007年8月19日

七夕

七夕
好像每年到了這個時候
一定要說點什麼
只好
祝大家情人節快樂

2007年7月30日

台灣地位三大迷思

迷思:
在開羅宣言中,三巨頭(美、英、中)同意並簽署,日本將台灣的主權歸點中國。
台灣是中國的一部份,在聯合國決議文2758號文中決議。
中華民國退出聯合國。
事實:
聯合國2758號決議文:
「回顧聯合國憲章的原則,考慮到,恢復中華人民共和國的合法權利對於維護聯合國憲章和聯合國組織根據憲章所必須從事的事業都是必不可少的,承認中華人民共和國政府的代表是中國在聯合國組織的唯一合法代表,中華人民共和國是安全理事會5個常任理事會之一,決定:恢復中華人民共和國的一切權利,承認她的政府的代表為中國在聯合國組織的唯一合法代表並立即把蔣介石的代表從它在聯合國組織及其所屬一切機構中所非法占據的席位上驅逐出去。」
決議文中,只說明二件事:一、中華民國在聯合國的所有地位及權利,由中華人民共和國取代。換句話說,中華人民共和國繼承了中華民國在聯合國的一切。二、蔣介石政權被驅逐聯合國。
因此,中華民國的合法性,在全世界的認同裡,只有一個:中華人民共和國。中華民國並沒有退出聯合國,退出的是蔣介石政權,而且不是退出,是被2758號決議文,驅逐自聯合國組織。此決議文中,除了這二點,並沒有提到任何有關台灣的事。
也許,有人會說,決議文中,說明了,中華人民共和國繼承了中華民國的所有一切權利,那台灣在開羅宣言中,台灣已經給了中國,所以台灣是中國一部份。
我們來看看開羅宣言:

CAIRO CONFERENCE
November, 1943
(Dept. of State Bulletin, Vol. IX, p. 393)Released December 1, 1943
The several military missions have agreed upon future military operations against Japan. The Three Great Allies expressed their resolve to bring unrelenting pressure against their brutal enemies by sea, land, and air. This pressure is already mounting.
The Three Great Allies are fighting this war to restrain and punish the aggression of Japan. They covet no gain for themselves and have no thought of territorial expansion. It is their purpose that Japan shall be stripped of all the islands in the Pacific which she has seized or occupied since the beginning of the first World War in 1914, and that all the territories Japan has stolen form the Chinese, such as Manchuria, Formosa, and the Pescadores, shall be restored to the Republic of China. Japan will also be expelled from all other territories which she has taken by violence and greed. The aforesaid three great powers, mindful of the enslavement of the people of Korea, are determined that in due course Korea shall become free and independent.
With these objects in view the three Allies, in harmony with those of the United Nations at war with Japan, will continue to persevere in the serious and prolonged operations necessary to procure the unconditional surrender of Japan.(中文內容概述)

雖然在開羅宣言中,有明確指出,包括福爾摩莎要歸還給中華民國,但事實上,這份開羅宣言,並沒有任何人簽署。因此,是否有法律效用,一直是大家爭論的重點。在FAPA(Formosa Association of Public Affairs)二○○七年六月五日至函美國國家檔案室的回覆:The National Archives and Records Administration has not filed this declaration under "Treaties."
換一句話說,美國國家檔案室並未將這份所謂的開羅宣言視為一份絛約。

從歷史上來看,當時的蘇聯並未參加,是以蘇聯尚未向日本宣戰為理由拒絕參加。而當時的蘇聯與中國的關係,並未如美國那麼需要,反而,蘇聯希望從戰爭中,獲取中國的領土及權利。英國參加會議的目的,是因為英國當時覺得美國太重視亞洲戰場,而輕視歐洲戰場,希望經由這個會議,說服美國。

到底為何這份宣言,最後都沒有人簽名,爭議還是有。有一種說法是,英國首相邱吉爾先生及美國總統羅斯福,不同意將福爾摩莎歸給中國所有,因此沒有簽。因為福爾摩莎在戰爭開始,就是屬於日本,並非日本戰爭後,才攻佔所有的。無論如何,這份宣言沒有人正式簽名,換句話說,這份宣言,有沒有國際法地位,還有待爭議。

更不用說,英、美為了拉攏蘇聯而在之後1943年的德黑蘭會議中,推翻開羅宣言中的協定。1945年,美國投下原子戰,日本在投降聲明中,說明了,日本接受波茨坎宣言,在波茨坎宣言中,提到開羅宣言應該被實行。但是,重點是在於,這時,日本並未與同盟國簽定任何和約,再加上美蘇關係緊張,1951年舊金山和約簽定時,日本才與英、美簽定,中國政權當時並未參加的原因,是因為中國國民黨與中國共產黨的內戰爆發,而1949年,中國共產黨在中國宣布成立中華人民共和國,英、美政權不確定,到底誰才能代表中國簽定和約。而蘇聯政權當然支持其所扶持的中華人民共和國,因此,在這種情形下,由日本自己決定,對中國的和約部份,與那一個中國的政權簽定和約。日本當時選擇了蔣政權,但是在美、日共同的認知下,這個選擇,並不代表視蔣政權為中國的唯一合法代表。
在這份正式的和約中,有關台灣的問題,說明如下:
(b) Japan renounces all right, title and claim to Formosa and the Pescadores.
(中文概述)
也就是日本放棄福爾摩莎及澎湖的主權,但是,主權歸誰,並沒明說。

結論:
一、開羅宣言的確說明了,福爾摩莎給中國。但是,在當時的時空背景下,同盟國之間的權力鬥爭,當時的協議,在很多時候被犧牲了。但是,當時這份宣言,並未有任何人簽署,連蔣介石也沒有簽署。而日本最後與國際間,承認且正式簽定的和平協定中,並未對開羅宣言(或之後的波茨坎宣言),有關福爾摩莎及澎湖主權再做任何承認,而是簽定放棄福爾摩莎及澎湖的主權。這份和平協定,當時是由蔣政權代表簽定的,而當時蔣政權已流亡在台,所以理所當然的視台灣,為其政權為包含。並打算利用,日本留下來的資源,做其反攻中國共產黨的基礎。台、澎的地位,很明顯在當時,並沒有被蔣政權所在乎。
二、聯合國2758號決議文,並沒有指明有關台灣的任何問題。只是決定,中華民國在聯合國的席次,及中華民國在世界上所有合法擁有的,由中華人民共和國繼承。換句話說,蔣政權在當時簽的舊金山和約,也被中華人民共和國繼承了。
三、中華民國並沒有退出聯合國,其會員權利在聯合國中,被中華人民共和國繼承了。被退出(其實是驅逐)只有蔣氏政權。

2007年6月24日

沒有電視的夜晚

最近,房間裡的電視壞了
只有聲音沒有影像
很掙扎地到底是要送修
還是換新
還是就算了

在沒有電視的夜晚裡
不是跟大家一起看電視
就是在房間裡聽聽收音機
上上網

突然懷念起
以前那種大家一起看電視的感覺
一種大家在一起的融入感

聽聽收音機的夜晚
有一種夜晚的自我空間
突然發現在在只有聲音的空間裡
空下來的視覺
可以為自己找到更多感受

腦袋裡
似乎沒有那些強迫似的置入訊息
喘個氣
讓思考完全屬於自己
不用急著批判什麼
不用急著了解什麼

隨著旋律心思
思維也跟著澄清自然起來了

2007年5月26日

照片blog

最近使用nokia附的軟體,來管理上傳我的照片,
大家可以到照片blog參觀一下。
sony另外一套軟體也超棒的!
現在二套軟體在試用中…看那一個比較好用;)

2007年5月18日

新髮型


關心國家是應該的,不過偶而也關心一下自己,來點不同的吧!

2007年5月13日

台灣在WHO


中國並與WHO簽定備忘錄,一方面打壓台灣,另一方面又利用統媒及親中的力量,欺騙台灣人民。
請幫忙連署台灣加入WHO

九十六年度預算內容


台灣九十六年度的總預算,包含了那些,給大家看看!讓大家了解一下,到底為何台灣一直沒辦法進步?國家沒有錢建設,沒有錢做事。人民怎麼辦?
台灣人民,你看到了嗎?你還要被騙多久?

2007年5月10日

九十六年度政府總預算


中華民國九十六年度總預算,在前天五月八日,朝野立委一陣混戰下,又一事無成地結束了!
中國國民黨將中選會組織條例法放在總預算前面,也就是說一定要先討論審核中選會組織法,才能討論審核總預算。而中選會組織條例法,目前最令人詬病的部份,就是中選會的組成,得依照國會中各黨立法委會之比例去分派,等於是另外一個NCC(國家通訊委員會)。
這樣的行政部門組織法,依照大法官會議的解釋文:「此一委員產生之方式,雖非直接依立法院各政黨(團)在立法院所占席次比例分配委員人選,但卻藉由依政黨比例推薦組成之審查會,將政黨之手公然伸入獨立行政機關委員人選之產生過程中,實質掌控通傳會委員人選之決定權,並將作為國家最高行政機關之本院,貶低成為替政黨決定背書之角色,不僅與獨立行政機關應摒除政治干擾之建制精神大相逕庭,更嚴重破壞憲政體制。」
為何中國國民黨一定要通過中選會的組織法呢?因為,如果由民進黨推行的全民討黨產連署過了,在二○○八年的總統大選,就勢必跟著一起辦理。而中選會依法,也負責舉辦全國大大小小的選舉、罷免及依法宣布當選人員名單。如果中國國民黨將此草案通過,中選會又變成另一個NCC,在腳尾飯、瀝青鴨、黑幫嗆聲後,完全不處理。國家行政權可以如此切割嗎?
如果可以,那我們又何必選總統?人民選出來的總統,就是要賦與他/她這一任內的行政權,替人民在這四年中,行使國家行政。如果,又經由立法權這樣任意分割給政黨,那人民不用行使投票權了,直接由各政黨坐下來分贓就好了,何需人民呢?
很明顯的,中國國民黨想經由這個法案,控制中選會,如此一來,在二○○八年總統選舉時,就可以「有理由地」不辦全民討黨產公投。更進一步,在總統大選結束後,在不滿意的情況下,可以「有理由地」不宣布總統當選人,讓國家沒有總統。
問題是,民進黨一定不可能同意這樣的,人民也不應該同意,這樣的組織法,在大法官的解釋下,已經就「嚴重破壞憲政體制」,那中國國民黨唯一讓民進黨就範的辦法,就是用九十六年度的總預算案來綁。
九十六年度,到現在已經五月了,這些預算包括地方的經費,國家重大建設,各項公共事務、工程支出…等,而現在不過的結果,已經嚴重影響國家進步及建設。中國國民黨為了執政,如此犧牲台灣人民乃至影響國家競爭力,竟還不知羞恥地批評民進黨,不讓總預算過。言下之意就是,你還是乖乖就範,讓中選會草案過吧!這樣我們就會讓總預算過。
如此大剌剌地公然勒索,無恥到了極點。
台灣人民,你看到了嗎?你還要忍多久?